lyrical vent

i can't eat

don't even have confidence to go back to sleep

i can't think

cause my minds focused on those voices

those reoccurring nightmares

bring me to hysterics

its like they're pounding in my head

i never get a break

they're always shouting

and they're getting stronger, getting longer

they're getting louder, getting louder

i'm not sure what they mean

in their psycho, maniacal, ear splitting ramble

i'm not so sure just what they mean

in their psycho, maniacal, ear splitting ramble

morning grind

pretty people come into town

to run around taxi cabs in a crowd

they're in their suits and their matching shoe

with no time to be singing the blues

they're tied down by a carbon sheet

to bring home the bread every week
working late for the old homestead
i'd rather lay around in my comfy bed

i'm seeing sunshine on the morning grind

i'm thinking a fine time to make you mine

i'm thinking this grinds the perfect time

to make you mine

well me, i'm just a passerby

cut off jeans in a sea of ties

and i don't care too much for shoe

i kept it simple so there's little to lose

i'm seeing sunshine on the morning grind

i'm thinking a fine time to make you mine

i'm thinking this grinds the perfect time

to make you mine

so take a break in my comfy bed

like i said, lay around instead
it pays better than your nine to five

i'd rather live than just try to survive

it pays better to live than survive

i'm seeing sunshine on the morning grind

i'm thinking a fine time to make you mine

i'm thinking this grinds the perfect time

to make you mine

i'll make you mine

cause it pays better to live than survive

dance hall court

in a crowd of people late at night
the lights are beaming, speakers screaming
it's a lust feeling
in a crowd of people late at night
i'm contemplating strangers tonight

should i deviate from the track
or put a target on my back and sit back
till your eyes, they lock, there's nothing stranger
than walking up and falling in love with a total stranger

so give me a twist

i don't wanna miss
your hips'll rock
and you'll just drop

so do you wanna save me
from the loneliness
just take a dose and get too close
i hope you know you took the most
on a dance hall court
go!

(some verses eventually)

so do you wanna save me
just follow me on one two three
and if every g would sing with me
its all lust, greed, and ecstasy
on the dance hall court

laugh it off

repress
it seems to work the best
when i'm still crying

and i can't
confront
all this
cause i'm still hiding

cause i'm a basket case that tends to erase
mishaps, fuck ups and has a bad case
of listening to the darker side of me
he's beating me down with beat down memories

and he's still screaming

you're not good enough
you're not strong enough
you can't win
come on laugh it off

he's still screaming

look what you did
you're a monster
just like me
come on laugh it off

ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha
ha ha hahaha

now i'm

reciting certain lines

from all my stories

just the

best parts

cause i

i love those moments

cause i'm a basket case that tends to erase
mishaps, fuck ups and has a bad case
of listening to the darker side of me
he's beating me down with beat down memories

and he's still screaming

you're not good enough
you're not strong enough
you can't win
come on laugh it off

he's still screaming

look what you did
you're a monster
just like me
come on laugh it off

ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha
ha ha hahaha

ha ha ha ha

ha ha ha ha

ha ha hahaha

ha ha ha ha

ha ha ha ha

ha ha hahaha

and he's still screaming

you're not good enough

you're not strong enough

you can't win

come on laugh it off

he's still screaming

look what you did

you're a monster

just like me

come on laugh it off

he's still screaming

ha ha hahaha

he's still screaming

ha ha hahaha

he's still screaming

ha ha hahaha

wait

I'm going out to do a thing

don't stay up, don't ask me what it is

I'm going out with a couple of my friends

don't stay up, don't ask me to see this

my visions blurred, I'm not okay,

my head is pounding, and I'm stubbling around

it's such a rush, I'm such a mess
my stomach flips, and I am on the ground

i never should have done that

now i'm pretty blitzed

my worlds spinning like a top

from one too many hits

So i'm going out to do a thing
don't stay up, don't ask me what it is
I'm going out with a couple of my friends
don't stay up, don't ask me to see this

so hear's the truth, it's coming out

you're gonna shout at the top of your lungs

i let you down, i know i did

i'm sorry now for all the things that i hid

i never really loved you

i used you for the fun

i got mixed up in all the things

i never should have done

breakout

hey Chris, I know your feeling blue
and every ounce of luck
has bailed on you

and hey Chris, I know your feeling torn
you're stuck in between
the rock and thorn

just don't over think
too much weight, you're bound to sink
just don't over analyze
and try to realize
it's all in your head
don't take the shit you've been fed

and breakout
you know what I'm talkin 'bout
and breakout
you know what's it's all about if wanna go all out
and breakout
yeah breakout

it'll be fine
I promise in time
you'll be fine

hey Chris, I know your life’s off track
and it’s getting hard
to get it back

and hey Chris, I know it’s all a mess
and you don’t know
which choice is best

just don't over think
too much weight, you're bound to sink
just don't over analyze
and try to realize
it's all in your head
don't take the shit you've been feed

and breakout
you know what I'm talkin 'bout
and breakout
you know what's it's all about if wanna go all out
and breakout
yeah breakout

it'll be fine
I promise in time
you'll fine

just don't over think
too much weight, you're bound to sink
just don't over analyze
and try to realize
it's all in your head
don't take the shit you've been feed

and breakout
you know what I'm talkin 'bout
and breakout
you know what's it's all about if wanna go all out
and breakout
yeah breakout

it'll be fine
I promise in time
you'll fine